Na janay kab say
Umeedain kuch baaki hain
Mujhe phir bhi teri yaad
Kyun aathi hai
Na janay kab say

Duur jithna bhi tum mujh se
Paas teray mein
Ab tho aadat si hai mujh ko aisay jeenay mein
Zindagi say koi shikwa
Bhi nahin hai
Ab tho zinda hoon mein iss neelay aasman mein

Chahat aisi hai yeh teri
Barr thi ja-ay
Aahat aisi hai yeh teri
Mujh ko satha-ay
Yaadain gehri hain ithnee
Dil doob ja-ay
Aur aanjhon mein yeh ghum num bun ja-ain

Ab tho aadat si hai mujh ko aisay jeenay mein


Sabhi raatein hain
Sabhi baatein hain
Bhula do unhay
Mita do unhay
Ab tho aadat si hai mujh ko

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I am a bad friend. Which I guess in turn loosely translates to I am a bad person. No, I am not having a sudden low in self-esteem or whatever. The first sentence stems out of what this.

I have lost two friends whom I knew and who knew me very well in the last month or so. I am constantly fighting with and almost losing two more friends of the same kind. I am not in touch with anyone from college or school. I claim my sister is my best friend, but its ages since I talked to her properly. All in all I have enough points to believe in the first two statements J

Maybe I was always like this. Maybe I am like this now. But I know all of the above friendships are losing out on the value of friendship because me and what I am as a person. They have been nice, super nice to me. And I have been selfish. A friend I met through the blogs whose insanity I adored, my best friend who knows everything there could be to know about me………I have lost them both.

And I am creating enough trouble to be losing two more people I value a lot, my first blog friend who had known me for 4 years and been with all this time and someone who knows me for just about a year but who has been there for me the most!!

I don’t know what in me has made me lose out on these people. I am demanding too much. I am sorry.

Not getting close to anyone in the future. I don’t want to hurt or disappoint anyone.

Acquaintances only. Better for health :)

HAAPY BIRTHDAY SUBIN!!

Movies

Movies watched in the recent past....last one week more precisely

Blood Diamond, Tashan, JodhaAkbar, Nishabd, Krazzy4, Ironman....

Been watching a lot of movies. Er.... as the list suggests not all of them perfect. :)

But its not been bad....The thought of killing anyone hasnt come to me after watching any of the above movies. Except for very short spells of time....maybe! :P

Next few movies are going to be:
Brokeback mountain, Michael Clayton, Mithya , Accepted, Enemy at the gates, Munich, Ratattoulie and let me see what all. :)

(have the above movies with me right now.....so mentioned them!)

Btw I can still speak 'for' any movie I have seen... no matter how bad it is..... kinda weird. Particulalry since if I dont like a book, I more or less never talk in favour of it....even if its just for the sake of a debate/argument.

I have a weird kind of relationship with movies......... I tend to find the good things in the bad movies rather than the other way out. Haan....watever

There is no point to this post. Like there is no point to anything anywhere :)

Till again, TC! :)

PS: I hav the "blogger-urge" to see comments to my posts. But dont want to go hunting for them. Sigh!! Where are the old days! ;) :P

Tashan

Me just the finshing the watching Tashan

Me the liking it a lot..... :)

Sachi mein!! After all, wats life without a little Tashan!! ;;) :P

PS: This is not a movie meant to be watched with brains......its phoormula to the phullest!! Njoy! :D

Something more about me

So.... Do u want to know who is the most silliest person I know?

Do u want to know who is the most stupidest person I know?

Do u want to know who is the most foolish person I know?

Do u want to know who is the most underestimated idiot I know?

Answer to all of the above is......

*Drum roll* *Suspense*


ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Applause!

*Nodding my head and wondering what I have been doing for the past XX months...Sigh!*

Now back to work....... TC!!